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I had just spent five minutes in the shower.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n I thought I had ample time to wash my hair before the next outburst because the baby had just fallen asleep. My brother, Keane, was in the living room, as usual, with his headphones on, playing his matching puzzle app in the background like he does every day while my husband was out getting groceries.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Keane is reticent to speak. Not when we were children. He is kind, dependable, and quietly charming. He currently resides with us. He simply nodded when we offered. To be honest, I wasn\u2019t sure how it would turn out, but we managed to make it work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Anyway, I heard the baby cry in the middle of the shampoo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n That piercing, fussy cry\u2014the one that indicates I\u2019m not feeling well. I felt sick to my stomach. With soap still in my ears and my heart racing, I hurried to rinse. Then there was stillness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Complete quiet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Half-expecting turmoil, I threw on a towel and hurried into the hallway.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I froze instead.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The infant was curled up on Keane\u2019s chest like a drowsy tiny loaf of bread while he sat in the armchair\u2014my armchair. Like I do, one arm cradled the infant close while the other gently stroked his back in a soothing rhythm. And our cat, Mango, was stretched out on Keane\u2019s lap, purring as if she owned the space.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I had just spent five minutes in the shower. I thought I had ample time to wash my hair before the next outburst because the baby had… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":173,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2775","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nformed24.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2775","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nformed24.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nformed24.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nformed24.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nformed24.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2775"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/nformed24.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2775\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2853,"href":"https:\/\/nformed24.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2775\/revisions\/2853"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nformed24.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/173"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nformed24.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2775"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nformed24.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2775"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nformed24.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2775"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}